21.4.12

unaffiliated

gregarious \grih-GAIR-ee-us\

adjective
1 a : tending to associate with others of one's kind : social b : marked by or indicating a liking for companionship: sociable c : of or relating to a social group
2 a a of a plant : growing in a cluster or a colony b : living in contiguous nests but not forming a true colony — used especially of wasps and bees

No one has ever accused me of being the gregarious type. Perhaps there's not a colony that I belong to out there.

19.4.12

starting over

threshold \THRESH-hohld\

noun
1 : the section of wood or stone that lies under a door
2 a : the means or place of entry : entrance b : the place or point of beginning
3 : the point or level at which a physical or mental effect begins to be produced

I've been here before, I know what it looks like. But this time it's unwelcome and full of pain. I can't be at the threshold of a new beginning if I'm still spiraling into the abyss.